What Kind of Coffee are You?
...and I don't mean to be vain since it's all complimentary or whatever. But I'm in such a pissy mood that even if I did mean it vainly, I would still write it! so HA! Wrong or right, it is what it is - insert angry rant of your choice. I'm sure you have a favorite, I do.
I'm ok, really, it was just ONE of those nights last night. In the end it turned out nicelyish? It did and it didn't - but that's life in the real world. I'm not depressed or anything, mainly just ticked off and I'm not going to go into any of the real details here - of course - but lemme just say this.
Some times, SOME people - JUST. DON'T. GET IT.
Which is frustrating for me, because I make a very sincere effort to understand people, and their issues and limitations (myself included) and it took a LOT of work to get where I am today. When a person puts that much effort into understanding people it'd be real nice if those on the receiving end of that could put some small little effort into the same sort of thing for me. I'm not saying there is no one that doesn't do that and like I said, I'm pretty darn pissy at the moment and just venting. I have one particular person in mind and the likelihood of them reading this is about... oh somewhere around ZERO. I'd be impressed if they did, actually, because that would mean they'd have to THINK a bit and that's a little too hard for them.
I told you I was pissy. That's another thing. When I TELL a person I'm pissy, they need to hear that and not tick me off more. Right? what is UP with that? Are there really people who are SO stupid to jab a stick at a raging Sasquatch? Yes there are. They just don't get it. It's a very good thing for them that the Sasquatch has conscious thought good boundaries AND has, as mentioned before, done a lot of hard work to cage that beast and put forth the blood, sweat and tears to TRY to understand them on a level most people only ever dream of being understood. A very good thing my friend. Because when I spin out, it ain't pretty. I can tell you that with 100% confidence.
and can I just say... Why is it that I can spell Cappuccino and Quizzilla can't? I'm not even Italian. Even though I have been repeatedly asked all of my life if I am. I feel Italian sometimes! How does that work, eh? who knows. maybe I shoud do that dna thing where they map out your ancestors. I'd really like to know the answer to that, b/c I think at least some of my genes never dreamt they'd be in the same body with the others! LOL
ok, I'm done, and no apologies to anyone I confused - I'm too pissy for apologies of that nature, but I do love you all.